annoyance

i am post-menstrual. and my body is dealing with the sudden hormone level drop/rise in my body. everything today smells unpleasant, tastes bland, and is downright irritating.

today my biggest grief is the Sickening Flooble Box. cryssy told me yesterday, much to my horror, that the reason why the silly chatbox wasn't working is because the stupid money grabbing company has decided to charge us subscription. so i had to resort to using flooble. this company shouldnt start charging subscription because unlike my previous chatbox which never failed, THIS ONE NEVER WORKS! it always always always says its down. maybe its because it hates me. and it doesnt want me to see nice messages from my friends. :( oh the grief that wracks my heart. i need to wee.

there's something that smells funny in my room. not smelly smelly its like a fragrance. but a strong one and i can't figure out whether theres a secret sachet of potpourri hidden in my room or something. its bothering me (along with about a thousand other things) cos its going to give me a headache very soon.

class was bothersome today because people really annoyed me. not much good to say who (not like anyone would know), but other than that, i can say that math class makes me the happiest when i can just sit down and do sums. and it isnt hard either. just occupying enough to consume your thoughts for that 50 minutes.

we got our labcoats for lab tomorrow. we have 3 hours of lab a week. and its chem and bio alternating. too quote chess "we look like we're wearing dressing gowns" i thought we would look professional and smart and studious. but we just look like oversized frumps. the problem is you have to get one big enough to fit over all the winter clothes and jumpers and jackets you'll wear on cold days, and yet fit well over one layer clothing in summer or warmer days. well, we look like idiots. i ordered a small and chess ordered a medium. panicking cos i thought it would be too tight and loose is better than tight, i happily and gleefully swapped my small for a medium with this other girl. thinking to myself that heeeheeehee, she is going to be tight in it in winter and i will be happy cos mine will be just right. HOLEY MOLEY! we look like doleful sagging spinsters. you will laugh your cracks upside down when u see the picture of us. oh boy oh boy.

homework piles up everyday. they think you're sonic the hedgehog or like astroboy or something. the amount of work i have, especially for chem!!!, is ultra shocking. it's not hard at all, it's just t-e-d-i-o-u-s. kill me already. homework beckons, i should start at my pile soon after this.

i'm in a writing mood. today i had a ham and cheese bagel for lunch. i sat in the common room during free period today half doing my work and half chatting with this middle eastern girl from my class. she's 17 this month and she's from dubai, emirates. these middle easterners are really pretty when they take off their headscarves, and this girl, Maryam (pronounced Miriam), doesn't even wear one. a modern muslim and she's really friendly and boisterous and she was telling me all the insider middleeast-students gossip that i would otherwise be oblivious too due to my obvious lack in the arabic department. Maryam speaks 4 languages, english, arabic, spanish, and persian. would you believe it? pretty cool. and i tell you, these middle-easterners are well-off boy. they are from rich countries with no taxes and it's pretty amazing but still, the culture they come from is pretty strict and even all the way here in nz, some of the muslim women dont mix with the men.

okay i should stop here. enough of my incessant rambles. crystal, i hope you're happy i've updated :) it's funny how you have a blog so that you can just pour out your feelings so you have nothing bottled up. but as time goes by i pour less and less feelings into my blog. more superficial events and such, there's stuff i wanna say. so much actually, but thank goodness i have raa and other lovelies as sounding boards.