10 more days till i fly to Sydney, and 8 days in Sydney till I fly back to Singapore.

I feel really = S about going back to Singapore. I guess I'm just not quite looking forward to possible changes I have to face and you know, trying to fit in all over again when you know really that your place isn't just quite there. Plus, I definitely don't think it is fair to expect friends to halt their lives and other friends just to accommodate you and rewind to a year back when we all had the same friends.

I don't know how I'm going to feel leaving Hans for 2half months, but thank God we get to look forward to him coming to Singapore for 5 days on his way back to CHCH, and I'm crossing my fingers somehow (or another) we get to see each other in HK or TW. The longest we've been apart is 2half weeks and that already felt like ages, and the longest I've been apart from any boyfriend is 3+ weeks cos after that we broke up. hahahahaa. But yes, I have bigger faith in this relationship.

Physics exam and Bio exam are left and I think it was so uncool of them to put a week between our first 3 papers and last 2 papers. No doubt it gives extra time to study, but I've totally lost my chug. =/////////////// But yes (mother if you're reading this), I am trying to put in the effort.

Christmas is so on its way (: Chess and I were at this department store and the store was nicely decorated for Christmas and there was Christmas music playing and oh wowww. I can't wait for Sydney and to bask in the nice Christmasy atmosphere there, and go back to Singapore and sort of get mowed down by the throngs of crazy shoppers. I remember Christmas last year, I really like the tree they put up in Taka.

Ok bye.