balances

I just readed nettos blog and I really miss my friends in Sg now. Chickies, I miss you guys (:

It's been nearly 9 or so months and I think coming here to study, and hanging around friends a few years older than I has really changed me tremendously. I have made new friends, but I really do miss my friends in back home(+ one straggler in UK!!). I miss the girly times and maybe I do miss some of the gossip and scandal =P but not so much of that. I just really miss my girlfriends. I just spoke to laura on the phone today and I realised how uncomplicated things are here and I guess it's something I really appreciate. Like less gossip, scandal and hoo-has, but I guess it's also cos things maybe are a little less tight-knit.

I just miss being in an all-girls school and being surrounded by all your girlfriends. I don't know. It's pretty hard to constantly stay in contact and update each other on the comings and goings, but I think raro and I do a pretty good job. I really appreciate her effort, and it means heaps to me. I think you just have to pretty much accept that while you can chat with your friends occasionally, you will never know everything about what goes on like last time, and if you tried too hard, you'd just miss home more. but like with liz, we don't talk often, and i hardly know what she's up to, and nor does she, but i guess each time we talk we know we can count on each other for anything, and she is a pretty awesome pal. The rest of my girlfriends, im just looking forward to going home and just slacking around and catching up (:

The exams are 6 weeks away and it's time to put my head down and study for these big ones. I find it really annoying having to find balances between work and play and now that the exams are near, i have to study more. Studying more means less time running around and doing fun stuff with hans, and I really enjoy my time with hans just cos we don't get much time during the weekdays. aiyaaaaaaaaaaaaa, this is a thorn in my arse. and when the exams are over, he'll be all packed up ready to go :( and then sighhhhhhh.

I wish everything went MY way sometimes.