a HUGE chapter in my life has just ended. some important people have moved on in more ways than one. it's sad, BUT i'm still in one piece and i didn't even shed a tear! say you're proud of me! :D today during school i imagined lots and lots of scenarios, but my favourite one is where i'm rlly unexpectedly nice and i make everyone happy. okay im retarded :P

i got the text in the morning, and bad bad boo-boo! hahahaa, i always tell raro never ever to text me too late when im most likely going to check it in the morning. all the more if it's news that is going to make my heart sink to my feet and my eyes water. but i don't know, i prayed, and i feel better. heaps better in fact and i hope things will only get better from here.

im a bit scared to go home, but like my friends keep telling me---there's no reason to be. so there you have it! im going back on the last week of june for 3 weeks, save a day for me, and im going to meet EVERYONE! im excited but trembly scared sort-of. but i be okay ;) at least i know that if everyone hates me and can't wait for me to get my ass out of singapore again, nz is waiting for me-sort of. hahahaaa. this is crazy.

2 more days of school and it's term break for a week. yay yay yay.

i wonder how chess takes my swinging emotions. maybe she's developed multiple personalities and when im happy, her fun-side (let's call her Gertrude--->its a girl cos girls are fun ;) comes out to do stupid things with me. and when im sullen and irritable, her patient gentle side(Maria--->cos maria sounds gentle and girls are gentle :P ) comes out. and when im downright mad-ass stupid, her ignore me side (lets call him a Max) comes out. So you see, i think today I got to see Max and Maria. ahaha. this is so stupid. i hope you didnt waste your time to read this! eheheh.

okay this post is become worse and worse. tata for now my honey friends! hahaha :P