i have been incredibly busy as of late and i will be for the next three weeks till the exams come, and if i can hold out - another 2 weeks while the exams happen. so unless i'm feeling extremely tired and unmotivated (like right now), i don't think i will be updating very often.

have been spending (or at least trying to spend) most days in the library to late trying to study and get work done. I gave myself special concession tonight and am staying home to watch ER at 830 (:(: after that it's a quick chat with raro cos i didnt get to speak to her all weekend although we planned to! i guess being in different countries and having different lives has really hit me because i guess we've always had some time to call each other to have a yak, but this weekend, with my ridiculous schedule and her equally unrelenting sched, we just couldn't find any coinciding time to chat. and tonight, i am absolutely shacked, so i don't think we can talk for that long either. i have to sleep :( i have a crazy-daisy week of group meetings, studying, homework and school and it's only monday =/

i miss my friends and how things were. lately i have just felt so far from them. this incredibly childish and selfish part of me wants time to have frozen when i left and to unfreeze when i go back, but obviously, that doesn't happen. im really scared to go back home to all the changes and feeling misplaced. i love my friends so much and i should be glad that i get to speak to them fairly often! but sometimes you can't help feel sad about how things have moved on from where you left it. my period is due to come. hahahahahahahaaa. for one, i am very glad you lovelys in singapore no longer have to deal with my horrible pms. its all up to chess to shoulder the burden. hahahahahahaa. i missss my friends yet this huge part of me is terrified to go hommme =////