[update]this is going to be the first time that i'm going to be apart from chess, but still have schoolmates around.oh my oh my, it's going to be sooooo weird! there's not going to be anyone to share my loser moments with me, and i am really going to be a loser on my own! how now?! i have been so spoilt to have chessco around wherever i go. as long as there are schoolmates around, she's been around.i am very very scared.i'm going to go to school tmr with my monstrous bag and look around sheepishly and everyone is going to stare at me and wonder who i am because my red-haired counterpart will be absent. i am rambling but i am very very anxious! who is going to guard the loo when i use it?! and this is the worst: i am going to have to do no. 2s in public loos!!! i cannot do it, it is psychologically impossible and my body cannot cope with the stress of being in a public loo! it is going to be like OBS when i came back bow-legged from constipation. oh my :( my worries overcome me.

on a try-to-be-brighter note, francesca oh rong ling, i hope you have a stupendous amount of fun in flash lodges, fancy gold-rimmed loos and lush gardens while i rough it out in a backpackers'!

everybody tag and tag lots! i want to read many many tags when i come back! so everyone must at least tag once please! xoxoxoxo ciao now. :):):):):)

my new wallpaper, inspired by the ever gorgeous liz lim

if you havent already heard, liz is all betterrr!!!! im so happy for you! and you made it girl! you are a definite source of inspiration to us all, and your good news definitely brightened my day by a billion watts! thank you for the verse shiny, love you lots and lots!

first priority: friends
second priority: relationships if you must (at least for us at our age now)
whatever happens, we should never let a relationship get in the way of friendships with other friends because these people are our backbones and if anything should happen, these people are the ones who cluster around you to help you get through. so don't ever ever neglect your friends in the excitement of a (new)relationship because in the end you will pay, and your friends will hurt.

fiordland trip tomorrow!!!:D im off for 2 nights and 3 days on a bus trip to the west of nz with my schoolmates and i hope its going to be fun! tomono and i are going to go crazy! thanks mum for buying all my food and xoxoxo the bus ride is going to be about 4h long and im crossing my fingers for a decent bus that isnt rickety and old. i will honestly die otherwise. they say we might get snow and i hope so! and i hope i can wear my dinosaur beanie, but i dont want people to laugh at me :P

chessy's dad is here. to quote jen, she is "ridiculously happy" and it's funny watching her contain her excitement! im so happy for you gerty! and get better soon for goodness sake! :P

its 5pm, and my room has darkened so suddenly. i need to switch my lights on soon. chess and i were imagining going to school in winter. it would be dawn-ish when we get to school (a bit like singapore), and it'd get dark-ish by about 4+, and on late days we'll be going home in the freezing cold in the dark. its going to be so strange, but i hope not gloomy. and i really want lots and lots of snow!!!

ciao now and see you in 3 days :D:D