sad and settled.

mel, pictures for the cadbury factory werent that nice, to be mild. haha.
and mich, what lobster scene?! i watched it from front to back but i didnt see any lobster scene!

reading people's blogs are depressing. like they rave and rant about what's been going on and its so sad cos im so farrr farrr away and it all sounds so fun. and i KNOW i have my fun here to (sort of), but stilllll.

im in my favourite spot in the homestay house. the fog from the past few days has finally lifted and the view is flawless again. i have just taken a picture of it, now one day i will put it up. seeing it is something, but being there is everything. 5 more nights and my mum comes home, and we say a sweet goodbye to this wonderful family and a happy welcome to my mum. i move back on friday. it's been a great 3 weeks, but now i miss my mum :)

a whole week of unwanted changes. inevitable, but heart wrenching. why it has to be is becoming clearer in my mind, like the unpleasant fog slowly lifting revealing a beautiful picture. sometimes i see that beautiful picture, but othertimes all i see is the mist through my tears.

i think i have a headache from sleeping too much. i am also dehydrated. yak. school again tomorrow, exams on wednesday and thursday and friday.

helped out at the nursery with all the toddlers at church today. it was quite fun la. i think its better than sitting through service shaking my legs waiting for the pastor to say the closing prayer.

happy chinese new year to all you out there in singapore who have ONE day of school and the rest of the week is fun, loud gaudy music, new clothes, big money, yummy food, laughter, and all these things nice nice things. i hope my relatives don't forget about me studying my ass off here (hahahaa). Take pity on me and kindly channel some study funds in red packets via my mummy! hehehe. take extra pity on me and put in a bit more encouragement money! hahahahaa. :D imagine poor poor pitiful good-for-everything jo diligently slaving away at her books while the happy sounds of reunion dinners travel across oceans and into her ears here in nz. i am being disgusting now. hahaa.